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<\/a>Cenazeme bekliyorum sizleri. Biliyorum; hi\u00e7 beklemiyordunuz bu daveti. Birden geliverdi de\u011fil mi.. <\/p>\n\u201cDaha d\u00fcn konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk ama..\u201d diyorsun…. <\/p>\n
\u201cAma nas\u0131l olur!\u201dlar \u00e7ekip \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyor iki yakan\u0131… <\/p>\n
\u201cHi\u00e7 beklenmedik bir \u00f6l\u00fcm!\u201d bu, de\u011fil mi?…(Halbuki her an yan\u0131m\u0131zda) <\/p>\n
\u201cVakitsiz\u201d <\/p>\n
\u201cErken!\u201d <\/p>\n
\u201cS\u00fcrpriz!\u201d <\/p>\n
\u0130\u015finize ara vereceksin bug\u00fcn… <\/p>\n
Ne\u015fenizi ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m biliyorum. <\/p>\n
Kocaman bir p\u00fcr\u00fcz gibi duruverdim kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda.. <\/p>\n
H\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kestim hayat\u0131n\u0131n. <\/p>\n
Dahas\u0131, \u00fczerine al\u0131nd\u0131n\u0131z. <\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm bize de yakla\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f dediniz.. <\/p>\n
\u00d6lmesi kan\u0131ksanm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6lece\u011fi gelmi\u015f bir ya\u015ftay\u0131z art\u0131k. <\/p>\n
\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f olmas\u0131na \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131lmayan bir adam\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Bir baksana, ne de\u011fi\u015fti ki d\u00fcnyada, ben eksildim diye…! <\/p>\n
Bo\u011fazK\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcnde trafik ak\u0131yor h\u00e2l\u00e2. <\/p>\n
Ben \u00f6ld\u00fcm diye \u015feritleri eksilmedi ya yollar\u0131n. <\/p>\n
Ben \u00f6ld\u00fcm bu defa… <\/p>\n
Hayret, \u015fimdiye kadar hep ba\u015fkalar\u0131yd\u0131 \u00f6len… <\/p>\n
Gitsem de gitmesen de farketmez bir cenaze olurdu camilerden birinin avlusunda. <\/p>\n
Belki bir kalabal\u0131k \u00e7\u0131kagelirdi \u00f6n\u00fcme… <\/p>\n
\u201c\u00d6len biri \u00e7\u0131kar bu \u015fehirde her g\u00fcn!\u201d diye kan\u0131ksad\u0131\u011f\u0131m <\/p>\n
Ad\u0131n\u0131 bile sormaya zahmet etmedi\u011fin. <\/p>\n
Eksilenin kim oldu\u011funa ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmedi\u011fin. <\/p>\n
Gitti diye \u00fcz\u00fclmedi\u011fin birinin cenazesi i\u015fte….. <\/p>\n
Ayn\u0131 manzara, ayn\u0131 tabut, ayn\u0131 \u00fczg\u00fcn y\u00fczler… <\/p>\n
Ayn\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6zl\u00fckleri. <\/p>\n
S\u0131radan bir cenaze yani. <\/p>\n
Ama bu cenazeye mutlaka gitmeliyim. <\/p>\n
Seni bilmem ama beni bekliyorlar…. <\/p>\n
Ay\u0131p olur, \u00e7ok ay\u0131p… <\/p>\n
Davetlilerin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakamam sonra. <\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fi gibi \u015fairin, bir musallal\u0131k saltanat\u0131m bu benim. <\/p>\n
Ba\u015froldeyim. <\/p>\n
Topra\u011fa konulacak adam rol\u00fc benim…. <\/p>\n
Ard\u0131ndan a\u011flan\u0131lacak adam\u0131 ben oynayaca\u011f\u0131m…. <\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 itirazs\u0131z karanl\u0131\u011fa uzanmak bana d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bu defa. <\/p>\n
\u00dczerine toprak at\u0131lan adam\u0131.. <\/p>\n
Bir toprak y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda y\u00fcz\u00fc erimeye terkedilen adam\u0131.. <\/p>\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcnlerin m\u00fcsebbibi olacak adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Ayakkab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kendisini bekleyece\u011fi adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Elbiseleri evden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lacak adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Yata\u011f\u0131 bo\u015f kalacak adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6nmeyecek adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
\u015eehit kabirleri bekleyecek adam\u0131.. <\/p>\n
Eve d\u00f6nmesi beklenmeyecek adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Sofrada yeri bo\u015f duracak adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Ad\u0131 telefon rehberinden silinecek adam\u0131.(Cengiz Aky\u0131ld\u0131z) <\/p>\n
\u015eehrin dudaklar\u0131ndan yar\u0131m a\u011f\u0131z \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir hece gibi \u00f6nemsizle\u015fecek adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Sevin\u00e7lerin ortas\u0131na en fazla bir h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131k gibi sokulsa bile hat\u0131ran\u0131n evinden hemen kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edilecek adam\u0131 <\/p>\n
Resmine bak\u0131p bak\u0131p da a\u011flanacak adam\u0131 belki. <\/p>\n
\u201cAd\u0131 neydi…. Hani…. \u015funu yapard\u0131 ya!\u201d diye yoklu\u011fu normal bilinecek (Unutmak \u0130hanettir) diyen adam\u0131… <\/p>\n
Soluk bir resimde mahzun bir tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn ard\u0131nda a\u015fklar\u0131n\u0131 saklayan, susturan adam\u0131. <\/p>\n
Ben oynuyorum bug\u00fcn… <\/p>\n
Sahnedeyim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
27 Kas\u0131m 2013, 01:50 Cenazeme bekliyorum sizleri. Biliyorum; hi\u00e7 beklemiyordunuz bu daveti. Birden geliverdi de\u011fil mi.. \u201cDaha d\u00fcn konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk ama..\u201d diyorsun…. \u201cAma nas\u0131l olur!\u201dlar \u00e7ekip \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyor iki yakan\u0131… \u201cHi\u00e7 beklenmedik […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1073,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1063"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1068,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063\/revisions\/1068"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1073"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1063"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1063"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mhphaber.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1063"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}